What happens?

Dont you ever wonder, what happens when you die. Some people think you get reincarnated, how do you know for sure. Some people think you either go to heaven, hell or purgatory, how do you know for sure. Some people think... and so on, but how can you prove any of this. when you die, where do you go. What happens to you, what happens to everyone else.


I have been thinking about this for a long time now and i just get scared when i think about it. When you die, what happens to you, do you know your dead, what happens to time or life. Do people carry on with there jobs like nothing has happened, or does everything stop. where do you go when your dead, can you still feel can you still hear, smell, taste or see can you still remember your life can you still do anything...


Noone knows anything about death, becaue to know about death you have to be dead and when your dead noone can speak to you so what happens then, does anything actually happened to you when you died.


If you think about it this way, we will all know what happens to ourselves when we die if we "can know" when we are dead, some sooner the later but we will all find out.


Life makes me wonder, this world has been here for ages and we get around maybe 80 year to live if we are lucky. We only have a short amount of time to live and we worry about what happens when we die, isn't that irony. What would it be like to die would you feel the pain or would you be dead so you couldn't feel the pain?


Maybe we are like a clock and when we finish we start again from the begining and a new life.

When we die what happens to us? What happens? just wondering...What happens?

Fail / Prepare

Nothing ever always goes your way, so prepare to fail.

There is a saying that i like to use

If you fail to prepare then prepare to fail the same goes for life.

If you fail to prepare for life then prepare to fail in life

Extrodinary people

Have you ever seen extrodinary people?


I saw it today at 9-10 and it was about the "real wolf kids"...


basicly there are kids who have hair growing all over their faces and this poor girl, bless her, she had to go into a new school year and last year when they bullied her, her older sister protected her but now here older sister has left the school and she is worried that they will bully her...they said that 1 in a billion people get this syndrome called "ambras (not sure about the spelling) syndrome, shame, luckily they are working on a cure for it but, unluckily they haven't made it yet.

A few non-interesting things you probably don't want to read but so what

WOW i can not belive it!!! just WOW. we were in a singing class and a year 6 was singing "The Phantom Of The Opera" and WOW could she sing!! she was amazing probaly one of the best or the best operatc i have ever heard, just... WOW WOW WOW!!!


I love SSBB (Super Smash Bros Brwal) i dont care if no one else does i just love it and... I just LOVE IT!!!


I love pokemon and again, i dont care if no one else likes it, i LOVE IT!!!


I LOVE MARIO AND POKEMON :) YEAH :)

Corridors

Life, what do you expect...

Let me put in an easy way;

we are walking on a corridor to what we want...just as we reach the end iether we fall over, get pulled back to the beggining "by ...", or the corridor suddenly turns, or splits into two paths;

Falling over = We made a mistake and have to rethink
Being pulled back "by ..." = you underestimated something or it wont work out
the corridor turns = something unexpcted happens and you have to keep going on
splits into two paths= you have a choice of two paths to take now either of these paths you will have to sacrifice something and on only one will you gain something although most times either path you chose you will have to sacrifice something and get nothing back

so we try to make a save point and stop for a day, sometimes that is good, sometimes we fall behind on this save point and must retry from the beggining.

to me, i see life as a big game and we can not change what happens and we can not correct it, if we made a mistake deal with it,"do i have to, isn't there any way out of it" most people would say. And yes there are ways out of this;

1.) suicide. I personally don't think this one is the answer
2.) Try to cheat the system. I believe that by cheating the system you are only cheating yourself and you will miss something valuable; like in a game if you skip a level you could miss an item that you need to finish the game.
3.)keep yourself to yourself and live your life quickly. I really don't like this one cause i belive you should live your life to the full and just try to be happy, if you make a mistake try again if you feel like the corrior is going on forever, just keep going
4.)Do your best and hope that in doing good you will be rewarded with a joyful and pleasant life. My personal advice would be to try this one.

Now, that was only one corridor in a world full of countries full of cities full of streets full of houses full of corridors, and if you understand what i mean you will know that everyone has thousands of corridors in there life. Every breath you take is a corridor every move you make is a corridor, beacaue a corridor is a decision you make, yes, no, maybe, will i, wont i, and many more. These are all corridors and are life holds thousands of them. and you deciding to read this, is also a corridor

"ooblarde, ooblardo, life goes on, hey"

There is a song that goes "ooblarde, ooblardo, life goes on, hey" now, thats probably not how you spelt it but it doesn't matter about the spelling. When i read Hugo's blog it clicked, you would do anything you could do make the person('s) you "love"or"really like" happy, and that's a fact.

You would sit there for an hour and listen to her talk, buy her what she wants(within reaon) and lots more of things."(if)" Until you then realise while she is talking to you that the only thing that makes her happy is him, and him is not you and him is another boy.

I have to admit it i liked it while it lasted, the anxious feeling... but it's gone now and that's probably a good thing, not for me, but for her; and knowing that it is hopefully a good thing for her makes me happy.

I know this probably sounds like i'm jealous, and there was a time when i was, but hopefully her and him will be good together. All my hope for them. That's the least i could do for them.

Now, back to the beggining when i said the song "ooblarde, ooblardo, life goes on, hey" I used this because things happen in your life, good and bad; you make mistakes, good and bad; you do things, good and bad. But... you can't change what happens, for the best or the worst you just can't change it, you can't go back in time, and you go forward in time (well, not yet anyway)

Whatever you, me, him, her, or whatever anyone does life goes on and we can't change that, for good or for bad. We have to live with it and sometimes we can't live with it anymore and that is when we take drastic measures; i know, i have been there. But...in time, that may be a short time(luckily for me it was) or it may be a long time, but you will get over it and you will realise that: life has not stoped for you, life carries on even if you stop yours, live your life, don't drag yourself down, look on the bright side, and everyone deserves a chance be them good or bad.

"ooblarde, ooblardo, life goes on, hey" And you only live once, so why shorten your life even more

Life...

Life.........................

it's.........yet.....but.....and.....although.......


why.......why were we put on this earth to feel pain, to live with whatever life throws at us unexpectedley, nastly and whenever life wants.

if only.........


why.......why isn't there a way out, a way of getting through the torment, the illusions, the PAIN.


Life........Death......Which is better


Life is suffering death is......well noone knows that but.....is there suffering, torment, illusions, pain and anything else Life can throw at us in death, is there.......

the only way i could find out would be.......no.....i won't do that......i can't do that.....i shouldn't do that......maybe......NO....i wont, end of discussion

Although.......that little voice in my head...... "do it, do it, DO IT!"

no......NO!!!!!!!!! I say to myself screaming at the mirror

but....i cant carry on with this torment.....
just so you know i know i'm not the only one i just feel like i am at the moment

although if life carries on this way, the way it has been all my life i might just.... make the population of people feeling like this one less

i take a step closer to where the gun, scissors and knifes are kept......metaphorically speaking and literally speaking....one more thing bad in my life just might lesson the population....by one...

Gun.....Scissors....Knife.....which one will i pick.....