My last post was about 2 months ago nearly 3 and...well i don know what but yeah, im back on blogger so...YEAH!!!
But anyway is it just me or does everyone feel like everything bad is happrning to them, even on a good day at least 2 things have to go bad but on a bad day 2 things dont go good, nothing goes good so where is fairness there. I'll tell you, fairness doesn't exist it never had it never will, is it fair that some people can't see and others cant hear. is it fair that some people get all the attention and some people are left in the corner to feel lonely and rot. is it fair that some people work so hard and then fail because other people tease them about it, is it fair that somepeople get teased and some people tease them, etc. My life has never been fair and infact all of the things there apart from blindness, deafness teasing someone and getting all the attention had happened to me so basically my life is unfair. Tbh these are some of the minor things that have happened to me although some of the majors revlolve around those so, I have nothing else to say.
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
Thursday, 2 July 2009
leave a comment, if you want
I actually have no idea what so ever to write about so talk to me or comment if you want me to write about something and i'll se what i can do :)
Monday, 15 June 2009
What happens?
Dont you ever wonder, what happens when you die. Some people think you get reincarnated, how do you know for sure. Some people think you either go to heaven, hell or purgatory, how do you know for sure. Some people think... and so on, but how can you prove any of this. when you die, where do you go. What happens to you, what happens to everyone else.
I have been thinking about this for a long time now and i just get scared when i think about it. When you die, what happens to you, do you know your dead, what happens to time or life. Do people carry on with there jobs like nothing has happened, or does everything stop. where do you go when your dead, can you still feel can you still hear, smell, taste or see can you still remember your life can you still do anything...
Noone knows anything about death, becaue to know about death you have to be dead and when your dead noone can speak to you so what happens then, does anything actually happened to you when you died.
If you think about it this way, we will all know what happens to ourselves when we die if we "can know" when we are dead, some sooner the later but we will all find out.
Life makes me wonder, this world has been here for ages and we get around maybe 80 year to live if we are lucky. We only have a short amount of time to live and we worry about what happens when we die, isn't that irony. What would it be like to die would you feel the pain or would you be dead so you couldn't feel the pain?
Maybe we are like a clock and when we finish we start again from the begining and a new life.
When we die what happens to us? What happens? just wondering...What happens?
I have been thinking about this for a long time now and i just get scared when i think about it. When you die, what happens to you, do you know your dead, what happens to time or life. Do people carry on with there jobs like nothing has happened, or does everything stop. where do you go when your dead, can you still feel can you still hear, smell, taste or see can you still remember your life can you still do anything...
Noone knows anything about death, becaue to know about death you have to be dead and when your dead noone can speak to you so what happens then, does anything actually happened to you when you died.
If you think about it this way, we will all know what happens to ourselves when we die if we "can know" when we are dead, some sooner the later but we will all find out.
Life makes me wonder, this world has been here for ages and we get around maybe 80 year to live if we are lucky. We only have a short amount of time to live and we worry about what happens when we die, isn't that irony. What would it be like to die would you feel the pain or would you be dead so you couldn't feel the pain?
Maybe we are like a clock and when we finish we start again from the begining and a new life.
When we die what happens to us? What happens? just wondering...What happens?
Monday, 8 June 2009
Fail / Prepare
Nothing ever always goes your way, so prepare to fail.
There is a saying that i like to use
If you fail to prepare then prepare to fail the same goes for life.
If you fail to prepare for life then prepare to fail in life
There is a saying that i like to use
If you fail to prepare then prepare to fail the same goes for life.
If you fail to prepare for life then prepare to fail in life
Extrodinary people
Have you ever seen extrodinary people?
I saw it today at 9-10 and it was about the "real wolf kids"...
basicly there are kids who have hair growing all over their faces and this poor girl, bless her, she had to go into a new school year and last year when they bullied her, her older sister protected her but now here older sister has left the school and she is worried that they will bully her...they said that 1 in a billion people get this syndrome called "ambras (not sure about the spelling) syndrome, shame, luckily they are working on a cure for it but, unluckily they haven't made it yet.
I saw it today at 9-10 and it was about the "real wolf kids"...
basicly there are kids who have hair growing all over their faces and this poor girl, bless her, she had to go into a new school year and last year when they bullied her, her older sister protected her but now here older sister has left the school and she is worried that they will bully her...they said that 1 in a billion people get this syndrome called "ambras (not sure about the spelling) syndrome, shame, luckily they are working on a cure for it but, unluckily they haven't made it yet.
Thursday, 4 June 2009
A few non-interesting things you probably don't want to read but so what
WOW i can not belive it!!! just WOW. we were in a singing class and a year 6 was singing "The Phantom Of The Opera" and WOW could she sing!! she was amazing probaly one of the best or the best operatc i have ever heard, just... WOW WOW WOW!!!
I love SSBB (Super Smash Bros Brwal) i dont care if no one else does i just love it and... I just LOVE IT!!!
I love pokemon and again, i dont care if no one else likes it, i LOVE IT!!!
I LOVE MARIO AND POKEMON :) YEAH :)
I love SSBB (Super Smash Bros Brwal) i dont care if no one else does i just love it and... I just LOVE IT!!!
I love pokemon and again, i dont care if no one else likes it, i LOVE IT!!!
I LOVE MARIO AND POKEMON :) YEAH :)
Tuesday, 2 June 2009
Corridors
Life, what do you expect...
Let me put in an easy way;
we are walking on a corridor to what we want...just as we reach the end iether we fall over, get pulled back to the beggining "by ...", or the corridor suddenly turns, or splits into two paths;
Falling over = We made a mistake and have to rethink
Being pulled back "by ..." = you underestimated something or it wont work out
the corridor turns = something unexpcted happens and you have to keep going on
splits into two paths= you have a choice of two paths to take now either of these paths you will have to sacrifice something and on only one will you gain something although most times either path you chose you will have to sacrifice something and get nothing back
so we try to make a save point and stop for a day, sometimes that is good, sometimes we fall behind on this save point and must retry from the beggining.
to me, i see life as a big game and we can not change what happens and we can not correct it, if we made a mistake deal with it,"do i have to, isn't there any way out of it" most people would say. And yes there are ways out of this;
1.) suicide. I personally don't think this one is the answer
2.) Try to cheat the system. I believe that by cheating the system you are only cheating yourself and you will miss something valuable; like in a game if you skip a level you could miss an item that you need to finish the game.
3.)keep yourself to yourself and live your life quickly. I really don't like this one cause i belive you should live your life to the full and just try to be happy, if you make a mistake try again if you feel like the corrior is going on forever, just keep going
4.)Do your best and hope that in doing good you will be rewarded with a joyful and pleasant life. My personal advice would be to try this one.
Now, that was only one corridor in a world full of countries full of cities full of streets full of houses full of corridors, and if you understand what i mean you will know that everyone has thousands of corridors in there life. Every breath you take is a corridor every move you make is a corridor, beacaue a corridor is a decision you make, yes, no, maybe, will i, wont i, and many more. These are all corridors and are life holds thousands of them. and you deciding to read this, is also a corridor
Let me put in an easy way;
we are walking on a corridor to what we want...just as we reach the end iether we fall over, get pulled back to the beggining "by ...", or the corridor suddenly turns, or splits into two paths;
Falling over = We made a mistake and have to rethink
Being pulled back "by ..." = you underestimated something or it wont work out
the corridor turns = something unexpcted happens and you have to keep going on
splits into two paths= you have a choice of two paths to take now either of these paths you will have to sacrifice something and on only one will you gain something although most times either path you chose you will have to sacrifice something and get nothing back
so we try to make a save point and stop for a day, sometimes that is good, sometimes we fall behind on this save point and must retry from the beggining.
to me, i see life as a big game and we can not change what happens and we can not correct it, if we made a mistake deal with it,"do i have to, isn't there any way out of it" most people would say. And yes there are ways out of this;
1.) suicide. I personally don't think this one is the answer
2.) Try to cheat the system. I believe that by cheating the system you are only cheating yourself and you will miss something valuable; like in a game if you skip a level you could miss an item that you need to finish the game.
3.)keep yourself to yourself and live your life quickly. I really don't like this one cause i belive you should live your life to the full and just try to be happy, if you make a mistake try again if you feel like the corrior is going on forever, just keep going
4.)Do your best and hope that in doing good you will be rewarded with a joyful and pleasant life. My personal advice would be to try this one.
Now, that was only one corridor in a world full of countries full of cities full of streets full of houses full of corridors, and if you understand what i mean you will know that everyone has thousands of corridors in there life. Every breath you take is a corridor every move you make is a corridor, beacaue a corridor is a decision you make, yes, no, maybe, will i, wont i, and many more. These are all corridors and are life holds thousands of them. and you deciding to read this, is also a corridor
Thursday, 28 May 2009
"ooblarde, ooblardo, life goes on, hey"
There is a song that goes "ooblarde, ooblardo, life goes on, hey" now, thats probably not how you spelt it but it doesn't matter about the spelling. When i read Hugo's blog it clicked, you would do anything you could do make the person('s) you "love"or"really like" happy, and that's a fact.
You would sit there for an hour and listen to her talk, buy her what she wants(within reaon) and lots more of things."(if)" Until you then realise while she is talking to you that the only thing that makes her happy is him, and him is not you and him is another boy.
I have to admit it i liked it while it lasted, the anxious feeling... but it's gone now and that's probably a good thing, not for me, but for her; and knowing that it is hopefully a good thing for her makes me happy.
I know this probably sounds like i'm jealous, and there was a time when i was, but hopefully her and him will be good together. All my hope for them. That's the least i could do for them.
Now, back to the beggining when i said the song "ooblarde, ooblardo, life goes on, hey" I used this because things happen in your life, good and bad; you make mistakes, good and bad; you do things, good and bad. But... you can't change what happens, for the best or the worst you just can't change it, you can't go back in time, and you go forward in time (well, not yet anyway)
Whatever you, me, him, her, or whatever anyone does life goes on and we can't change that, for good or for bad. We have to live with it and sometimes we can't live with it anymore and that is when we take drastic measures; i know, i have been there. But...in time, that may be a short time(luckily for me it was) or it may be a long time, but you will get over it and you will realise that: life has not stoped for you, life carries on even if you stop yours, live your life, don't drag yourself down, look on the bright side, and everyone deserves a chance be them good or bad.
"ooblarde, ooblardo, life goes on, hey" And you only live once, so why shorten your life even more
Monday, 25 May 2009
Life...
Life.........................
it's.........yet.....but.....and.....although.......
why.......why were we put on this earth to feel pain, to live with whatever life throws at us unexpectedley, nastly and whenever life wants.
if only.........
why.......why isn't there a way out, a way of getting through the torment, the illusions, the PAIN.
Life........Death......Which is better
Life is suffering death is......well noone knows that but.....is there suffering, torment, illusions, pain and anything else Life can throw at us in death, is there.......
the only way i could find out would be.......no.....i won't do that......i can't do that.....i shouldn't do that......maybe......NO....i wont, end of discussion
Although.......that little voice in my head...... "do it, do it, DO IT!"
no......NO!!!!!!!!! I say to myself screaming at the mirror
but....i cant carry on with this torment.....
just so you know i know i'm not the only one i just feel like i am at the moment
although if life carries on this way, the way it has been all my life i might just.... make the population of people feeling like this one less
i take a step closer to where the gun, scissors and knifes are kept......metaphorically speaking and literally speaking....one more thing bad in my life just might lesson the population....by one...
Gun.....Scissors....Knife.....which one will i pick.....
it's.........yet.....but.....and.....although.......
why.......why were we put on this earth to feel pain, to live with whatever life throws at us unexpectedley, nastly and whenever life wants.
if only.........
why.......why isn't there a way out, a way of getting through the torment, the illusions, the PAIN.
Life........Death......Which is better
Life is suffering death is......well noone knows that but.....is there suffering, torment, illusions, pain and anything else Life can throw at us in death, is there.......
the only way i could find out would be.......no.....i won't do that......i can't do that.....i shouldn't do that......maybe......NO....i wont, end of discussion
Although.......that little voice in my head...... "do it, do it, DO IT!"
no......NO!!!!!!!!! I say to myself screaming at the mirror
but....i cant carry on with this torment.....
just so you know i know i'm not the only one i just feel like i am at the moment
although if life carries on this way, the way it has been all my life i might just.... make the population of people feeling like this one less
i take a step closer to where the gun, scissors and knifes are kept......metaphorically speaking and literally speaking....one more thing bad in my life just might lesson the population....by one...
Gun.....Scissors....Knife.....which one will i pick.....
Wednesday, 22 April 2009
LOVE? You never have all the time in the world :(...do you?
If you love someone do you tell them that you love them straight away or do you wait?
Cause I think I love this one girl... No I dont think I love her.....I KNOW I love her, I love her a lot but I can't find myself to tell her. I see her everyday, She is the perfect girl, I LOVE her yet I just can't find myself to tell her.
I think this is because of everyone else in the school and what they would think. Worst of all, if she rejects me, then if she tells everyone else in the school :( What do I do then? Why are people like this why do they judge you on who you love shouldn't they just judge you on you as a person. It's not like I don't try to tell her, I do try but the words just don't seem to come out of my mouth. Maybe cause I love her so much that if she says no I dont want to live with that. I have to propell myself forward, I must. This feeling of knowing that I love her, knowing that she doen't know that, she probably doesn't love me, and hoping all the time that she does. It's just not that simple to tell someone you love them, it's not, I wish it was.
Yours forever Daniel
p.s. I am starting to get bored, fustrated and annoyed of the "What do you think?" at the end of whatever I write so in future I might just right nothing
Cause I think I love this one girl... No I dont think I love her.....I KNOW I love her, I love her a lot but I can't find myself to tell her. I see her everyday, She is the perfect girl, I LOVE her yet I just can't find myself to tell her.
I think this is because of everyone else in the school and what they would think. Worst of all, if she rejects me, then if she tells everyone else in the school :( What do I do then? Why are people like this why do they judge you on who you love shouldn't they just judge you on you as a person. It's not like I don't try to tell her, I do try but the words just don't seem to come out of my mouth. Maybe cause I love her so much that if she says no I dont want to live with that. I have to propell myself forward, I must. This feeling of knowing that I love her, knowing that she doen't know that, she probably doesn't love me, and hoping all the time that she does. It's just not that simple to tell someone you love them, it's not, I wish it was.
Yours forever Daniel
p.s. I am starting to get bored, fustrated and annoyed of the "What do you think?" at the end of whatever I write so in future I might just right nothing
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
Monday, 20 April 2009
Sometime School Is SOOOO Anoying
First day back to school was today, glad it is over but....the day just couldn't get much worse....well it could but then it would just be stupid.
The morning
I went to to slept at around 11 got up at 6 and hardly had any sleep :(
When I get to school no one in the morning has a football to play wiht in the yard :(
Form was annoying we had to listen to our boring teaches voice go on, and on, and on :(
Break was a disaster the child who brang the football in was being selfish and because he didn't like loosing he took the ball away :(
We had a maths test :( when i found at the score I had yet again a 1% less score how unfortunate :(
The Afternoon
We had an I.C.T lesson with a sub and are having I.C.T every time this term with the same sub :(
We had homework on the first day(from the sub) :(
The yard was paked on the last break, no football :(
I got sprayed with Juice not naming anyone.....Lewis :(
The whole day
The good news is the whole day I was able to see her :)
:D
:P
LOVE!!!
What do you think?
The morning
I went to to slept at around 11 got up at 6 and hardly had any sleep :(
When I get to school no one in the morning has a football to play wiht in the yard :(
Form was annoying we had to listen to our boring teaches voice go on, and on, and on :(
Break was a disaster the child who brang the football in was being selfish and because he didn't like loosing he took the ball away :(
We had a maths test :( when i found at the score I had yet again a 1% less score how unfortunate :(
The Afternoon
We had an I.C.T lesson with a sub and are having I.C.T every time this term with the same sub :(
We had homework on the first day(from the sub) :(
The yard was paked on the last break, no football :(
I got sprayed with Juice not naming anyone.....Lewis :(
The whole day
The good news is the whole day I was able to see her :)
:D
:P
LOVE!!!
What do you think?
Sitting here and thinking about you
Sitting here and thinking about you, I just wish that I could tell you that I love you. I love your hair, I love your eyes, I love the way you speek, I just love everything about you. Some people don't realise how complicated love is but now I know and I just love you SOOO much. You are all I think about all I dream about all I care about (bar my family) and all my love is given to you. At the moment I am still a bit curious of what true love would be like and all know is that hopefully I will experience it with you cause all my love is yours to keep for yourself and for no other girl just you. My heart belongs to you already, and it will stay with you...forever.......
I hope you feel the same about me.
With Lots of Love Daniel
What do you think?
I hope you feel the same about me.
With Lots of Love Daniel
What do you think?
I Hope It Is
I Hope It Is
I honestly hope thar she feels the same
Hoping and hoping and hoping all day
Only for her to hope for me as I am hoping for her
Pretending is hard and hoping is worse
Every day I see her and every day I hope
I hope all night and I hope all day
Tares me apart in every way
I only hope that she feels that same about me.....
Shame if she doesn't cause I always will
What do you think?
I honestly hope thar she feels the same
Hoping and hoping and hoping all day
Only for her to hope for me as I am hoping for her
Pretending is hard and hoping is worse
Every day I see her and every day I hope
I hope all night and I hope all day
Tares me apart in every way
I only hope that she feels that same about me.....
Shame if she doesn't cause I always will
What do you think?
Maybe It's Not
Maybe It's Not
Maybe it can work out, I do hope so
A girl who will always be there for me
Yes you heard me right a girl I aint gay
Before I decide it will never happen
Even when they odds are down
I will always feel the same for this one girl
Together hopefully we will be
Sharing each moment as we live our lives together
Never will I stop loving her never, never
Of all the people in the world she is who I want to be with
Together and happy for ever, and ever
What do you think?
Maybe it can work out, I do hope so
A girl who will always be there for me
Yes you heard me right a girl I aint gay
Before I decide it will never happen
Even when they odds are down
I will always feel the same for this one girl
Together hopefully we will be
Sharing each moment as we live our lives together
Never will I stop loving her never, never
Of all the people in the world she is who I want to be with
Together and happy for ever, and ever
What do you think?
It's Just Too Much
It's Just Too Much
I try and I try and keep it inside, but....
Trying can get so annoying when you fail
So when you see me mutter or shout out loud with rage
Just know that life is hard and life is unfair
Utter nonsense some people say
Saved our life others say
Though they are speaking for their own life not mine.....
To be honest I might know what it is
Or at least try to guess
Obviously deep inside I know but can't seem to find out what it is yet
Maybe.....no it can't be....can it?
Unbelievably I think it is true well....
Could it be true there is a possibility
Hope it is true.....Wish it is true
What do you think?
I try and I try and keep it inside, but....
Trying can get so annoying when you fail
So when you see me mutter or shout out loud with rage
Just know that life is hard and life is unfair
Utter nonsense some people say
Saved our life others say
Though they are speaking for their own life not mine.....
To be honest I might know what it is
Or at least try to guess
Obviously deep inside I know but can't seem to find out what it is yet
Maybe.....no it can't be....can it?
Unbelievably I think it is true well....
Could it be true there is a possibility
Hope it is true.....Wish it is true
What do you think?
Friday, 17 April 2009
well....Today was Shit
well.... Today was Shit I woke up at 12:00 noon or, I was woken up at 12:00 noon by my parents nagging me that we had to go to see our family and go to a restaurant before they leave. I got up and got dressed quickly, seeing as when they woke me up they said we were leavng in 15 minutes but we left at 12:30 which waisted 15 minutes of my slept :(
When we got there though at least we eat at a nice place where I could finally relax without being rushed to get up. Then after the Lunch we said Goodbye :( and they went to the train which would leed them to the aiport where they would be getting on a plane to Switzerland.
After this I arrive home then had to rush again to get ready for karate. when I got there I found out that we were doing rolling and sparring so I had to help get the mats out :(
When I got home I had nothing to do, so I decided to to go on my computer and post a blog but I just couldn't think of anything. So here I am now sitting here and NOW at nearly 1 in the morning writing my blog and have now finished :(
well....Today was shit
What do you think?
When we got there though at least we eat at a nice place where I could finally relax without being rushed to get up. Then after the Lunch we said Goodbye :( and they went to the train which would leed them to the aiport where they would be getting on a plane to Switzerland.
After this I arrive home then had to rush again to get ready for karate. when I got there I found out that we were doing rolling and sparring so I had to help get the mats out :(
When I got home I had nothing to do, so I decided to to go on my computer and post a blog but I just couldn't think of anything. So here I am now sitting here and NOW at nearly 1 in the morning writing my blog and have now finished :(
well....Today was shit
What do you think?
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
BORED '_'
Here we go again
Im bored of being bored, of being bored, of being bored, of being bored, of being bored, of being bored. Oh forget it this could carry on all day so i'll write a poem on Music enjoy
The Power of Music
Music is like a fire,
That keeps on burning.
It could burn bright as red,
It could burn as dull as grey.
It could burn for an hour,
It could burn for a day
Music is all around,
There is not a place in the world where it cannot be found.
Music is a lullaby of peace to a baby’s cry,
Music can comfort us when our loved ones die.
Music is there when we want to have fun,
Music unites everyone.
Music is wherever we go,
Music is our melody rainbow.
What do you think?
Im bored of being bored, of being bored, of being bored, of being bored, of being bored, of being bored. Oh forget it this could carry on all day so i'll write a poem on Music enjoy
The Power of Music
Music is like a fire,
That keeps on burning.
It could burn bright as red,
It could burn as dull as grey.
It could burn for an hour,
It could burn for a day
Music is all around,
There is not a place in the world where it cannot be found.
Music is a lullaby of peace to a baby’s cry,
Music can comfort us when our loved ones die.
Music is there when we want to have fun,
Music unites everyone.
Music is wherever we go,
Music is our melody rainbow.
What do you think?
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
Hello (SO BORED) '_'
well what can i say..... :)
I finally got a blog yeah my own blog. Now I have to think......... what to do now........... so bored........... bored of being bored.............bored of being bored, of being bored....... bored of being bored, of being bored, of being bored. And so it continues for ever and ever what to do now '_' I am so bored I decided to write this but the fact is that because I am so bored (walla) this is boring. so life continues 1 minute later, i hour later, i day later, 1 week later, 1 month later, 1 year later still bored......... is it ever going to change.
What do you think?
I finally got a blog yeah my own blog. Now I have to think......... what to do now........... so bored........... bored of being bored.............bored of being bored, of being bored....... bored of being bored, of being bored, of being bored. And so it continues for ever and ever what to do now '_' I am so bored I decided to write this but the fact is that because I am so bored (walla) this is boring. so life continues 1 minute later, i hour later, i day later, 1 week later, 1 month later, 1 year later still bored......... is it ever going to change.
What do you think?
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